I WAS BORN FOR THIS
this dream this thing inside of me to be birthed
with every ughhhhhh, oh my gosh, and come on!
something happens something grows
something happens something grows EVERY single time.
it is impossible for me to dream and it not come true
that thing you say is so contrayer to all reason
''that God you dream of is just to big''
everytime something grows.
often people say what do you want to be...
but it's more like look at who i have become
I would push, but why it is so natural
so simple, ease has become my middle name, (He has finished everything)
passion urupts almost to the point it looks like i might SELF frickin distruct
like an atomic bomb or a bushel of bannanas and donkey kong
i was made to explode with JOY and hope
i was made to be extreme to not be intimadated by the extraordinary.
Because thats what i am
can i make it yes i can
No i can
you can, we can.
Hold my hand and dont let go, lets take it fast lets take it slow, fast and slow again.
.
It just happens to be my very best friend is invisible and lives inside of me at once.
when i get around you it all makes sense
you are the chlorophyl in my leaves
you are the breeze whispering into my tree
saying ''it's your time to bloom''
next to you I've taken a stand, you have intertwined your fine fierce roots in mine
together here we change the world
representing love into every hug, smile, word, and thought
knowing that all I have to do is wake up and you will show up.
Serenating me with the finest love songs of promise and security
leaving me with an expectancy of your goodness to continually be displayed.
You are the one
we are one
you dance in my belly.
It's here I truely cherish the confidence
that only comes from your presence.
And the awe and mystery of knowing the depths of you.
your words are a perfect sonnet froclicing through
my ears penetrating the deepest places in my imaginationwashing through and through
spinning, your cleansing everything
You are the original programer
rewiring my head showing me a world I never dreamed possible;
and that world has become a reality right before my very own eyes,
I did not contain the ability to imagine this,
even in my artistic mind that continually is inventing ideas, concepts, and new paterns
I thought I was highly creative until I met you,
I've now realized you are my source, and you don't mind sharing.
everything is swirling world of color world of life,
who needs rehab?
your love is my drug
my solo addiction
you are my delight
encompising all of my body
the entirety of all I am, have been, and will become
you have the ability to touch all at once
and bring into completion with just one word.
but i think you perfer kisses over words
and that I was born to tell the world.
A man, a God, a lover lives inside of me and
your kisses create planets, nebulas, and supernovas
i find myself getting sucked into your black hole of love
chosing to forfeit all of control. that is easy when drunk with love,
lying in the green pasture of unconditional acceptance
as you are creating a whole new galaxy for me to explore.
you are the most captivating first impression i have ever had
looking in your eyes is the way i learn theology and discover my love for gelotology
you invent and represent a way,
that never gets old, musty, or exausting it stays so fresh and ever so inviting
and i say yes yes yes to who you are.
to the dreams you have placed inside of me
yes to discovering infinite you more and more everyday of my life
yes to the eyes that displace lies, darkness, infirmity, fear
your eyes call me out of solitude as you put me before you.
your laughter is like a hoedown
taking over my farm
intoxicating me with the most profound peace and security
you are the best thing that has ever happened to me.
